Post by Sonny on Dec 19, 2006 18:24:47 GMT -5
Apparently I am a whiney bitch because when I came back yesterday I was bent out of shape and got offended by the slightest of insults.
To be honest I'm very fragile right now. I cannot tell a joke from an insult, friend from foe. I am not capable of taking the abuse that I used to regularly put up with and ignore. And abuse from friends just makes it worse.
I'd love to call you guys friends but sadly we aren't. We've spoken for a week or two and that was it. The RRF meant a lot to me and since it honestly does not exist anymore I have nothing left. Everyone is gone. My group of friends, the one hundred plus that I used to hang out with almost everyday in the IRC has shrunk to maybe 15. And I'm being liberal there.
To be honest I'm very fragile right now. I cannot tell a joke from an insult, friend from foe. I am not capable of taking the abuse that I used to regularly put up with and ignore. And abuse from friends just makes it worse.
I'd love to call you guys friends but sadly we aren't. We've spoken for a week or two and that was it. The RRF meant a lot to me and since it honestly does not exist anymore I have nothing left. Everyone is gone. My group of friends, the one hundred plus that I used to hang out with almost everyday in the IRC has shrunk to maybe 15. And I'm being liberal there.
