You win

[Sonny]

I want to tell all of you in the big ol' group of whatever it is you call yourself (cause I forget) have won. Sonny Corleone has officially quit every game known to man.

But why? Well Sonny left for a month because he had a lot of shit to deal with. It was odd because he left during the time that he came back and tried to be nice. Well he just came back yesterday to start where he left off. Downside is he is no longer welcome. The more friend he tries to seek out the less he finds. His long list of friends is down to a handful. His time has come and gone.

So I'm leaving UD. And if anyone deserves the victory it is you guys. The ones that were nice (even if it was for pretend) when Sonny came back nice. It is because of friends thinking Sonny is just a whiny bitch now that he is living. If going through a lot in one month makes Sonny a whiny bitch, then sadly he is. But what has went on in my life in the past month, that I have not stated anywhere, has changed me from aggessive to the definition of passive. Some call it depression. I call it apathy.

I call this, my farewell.

[Die Hard Girlyman]

Uhhh? I'm confused, you're being called a whiney bitch because you left? or because your being nice? and I fail to see how you have less friends if we befriended you....

jeez your more confusing than padre

[Sonny]

Apparently I am a whiney bitch because when I came back yesterday I was bent out of shape and got offended by the slightest of insults.

To be honest I'm very fragile right now. I cannot tell a joke from an insult, friend from foe. I am not capable of taking the abuse that I used to regularly put up with and ignore. And abuse from friends just makes it worse.

I'd love to call you guys friends but sadly we aren't. We've spoken for a week or two and that was it. The RRF meant a lot to me and since it honestly does not exist anymore I have nothing left. Everyone is gone. My group of friends, the one hundred plus that I used to hang out with almost everyday in the IRC has shrunk to maybe 15. And I'm being liberal there.

[Die Hard Girlyman]

Wait what insult, I read the RRF boards and I didnt see one

[Sonny]

Wasn't there. Just a whole lot of things. And the insult wasn't the reason why I chose to do this. It's because of how everything changed and it isn't the place for me no more.

[Die Hard Girlyman]

just go to bed and edit these posts. seriously. your not in a mood to make this decesion

[Sonny]

What decision? That I no longer want to play a game and be part of a community that is no longer for me? It is very bold to tell me what kind of decisions I can and cannot make. In fact the more people tell me to stay the more I want to leave. When you have only a handful of people telling you they want you to stay you know you have hit rock bottom.

[Tovarisch Khrushchev]

Well Sonny, I may have done my fair share of bashing you when you were Evil Sonny, but I've always respected you as a foe and a rival. I'll be sad to see you go, and I hope whatever is happing in your life blows over soon enough.

I hope you remember all the fine folks here at the NMC, and know that you will be sorely missed.

[Die Hard Girlyman]

What I am saying is you clearly arent in a frame of mind to decide this. I'm sure If I announced that I'm leaving, I'd get people telling me to go. That being said, how many people have been on since you posted this? goolina and I. okay, so there wasn't a mass influx of people right away, give it time. but honestly, your upset about something clearly not game related

[Sonny]

I don't want people to try to make me stay. That's what I've been saying. I don't want anything. The only reason why I even made this because I thought I owed everyone the truth. And that's it. The truth.

[Tovarisch Khrushchev]

Just let him be DHG. It's obvious he has his reasons for leaving UD. It's his choice, lets respect that.

[Rockby Quickfoot]

Sorry to see ya go there Sonny. Always bad to see worthy adversaries leaving. Have fun with the whole life deal.

[jleggitt]

sonny you have been a great foe in game and its been fun, I wish you nothing but the best and good luck with what ever you decide to do.

[asshole doctor™]

ciao dude. it was fun head shoting you a bunch of times. thanks for the gore.
and i kicked DHG in the nuts once just for you man.

[Sir Fred of Etruria]

Bye Sonny, you were the superstar, leader, and the-monster-in-the-closet.
I'm not gonna try to change your mind, you don't deserve that.
I just want to say, thanks for spicing up Malton.